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In the last installment...
June 1961 - Val flirts with James in front of Ted, but James manages to make it seem like he's after Val's job so Val shows him the door. James compounds his error by badmouthing Ted and Val to Beryl and Kate, and then seeming to hit on Genny. Bad day for James! Ted decides to ask out Genny to annoy James, and Genny, Val, Ted and Beryl all go out for dinner to discuss plans for a detective romance series. Meanwhile, Syl and Al go out for drinks and end up in bed together. And Kate and Tess go out dancing, where Tess is confronted by her ex-girlfriend - but Kate doesn't seem worried by what this tells her about Tess.
Friday, July 7th, 1961, the office
So Monday started with hearing that Ernest Hemingway had died on Sunday, and that's set the tone for the week. I've had a headache for two solid days that's only just starting to fade, mostly due to a printing crisis with one of our runs. Let's just say that in three places the word "duck" didn't start with a d... The censors are getting pretty strict about obscenities these days, so that started my headache, and then I had the usual author-induced stresses.
At least this detective romance we're putting together seems like it's got legs. I'm looking at the cover Genny's drawn. The streetlamp's got a good glow to it, and she's managed to make the lady sexy and wholesome at the same time - not easy. The guy's just your average lantern-jawed gumshoe, but that's fine. And Beryl's put together a good story, though I've got a few suggestions for amendments. She's a cooperative sort, though, so I don't mind meeting with her, unlike some of our writers. And I have to admit she's easy on the eye, which is a good distraction from my other emotional woes...
I loosen my collar, because it's a hot day. I'm dreading August. Hope I'll get away for a couple of weeks because the city will be unbearable. It's not the best night for black tie, but I'll be sweating in a tuxedo anyway because this evening there's the Popular Fiction Publishing Awards, which everyone in the pulp game in NYC goes to - less for the prizes and more for the canapes and the gossip. There's always gossip. Me, I'm just going to enjoy the free champagne.
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Date: 2011-09-22 05:46 pm (UTC)At least work's been keeping me busy. I've always found that a comfort.
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Date: 2011-09-23 12:51 am (UTC)Needs must as Management drives, though. Scratch my jaw - I'll need a shave before I go anywhere, and a good shower too. Look respectable for the company and my date. Just get through tonight and I can take it easy the rest of the weekend.
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Date: 2011-10-02 01:32 am (UTC)"You napping in here?" I say, barging into his office and dropping into the chair opposite his desk.
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Date: 2011-10-02 01:56 am (UTC)"I was." Sound grumpy, but I'm smiling at him a bit too. Think we've settled it a comfortable sort of thing, the last few weeks. Know how he feels about me, and he knows I know. Even let him fuck me that once. Teach me to bet against him on a baseball game.
Knows I care about him.
"Having nightmares about this shindig tonight."
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Date: 2011-10-02 02:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-10-02 02:32 am (UTC)"Yeah? Thought you two were getting on well." Sound pretty indifferent, I think. "Taking Genny Duvall myself. Sweet little thing." Is he fucking Beryl Graves? Nah, he'd've told me. And wouldn't've been worried she'd say no.
"Less chance," I add, shrugging one shoulder, "of getting into her panties than the girls from the typing pool, but she's got a bit more class."
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Date: 2011-10-02 11:13 am (UTC)Feel my mouth go a bit tight. She must be all of nineteen years old, Christ, Ted.
"I suppose she's your type," I say blandly.
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Date: 2011-09-23 02:09 am (UTC)At first I didn't even want to look at "My Sister, My Love." It was so embarrassing even just to think about it being in my bag! All through dinner and all through the subway ride home. I didn't work up the courage to read it until Sunday. But then I just kept reading. And reading. And reading. I couldn't look away.
They weren't sisters. They felt like they were, because they'd known each other for so long, but they had actually fallen in love and didn't know it.
I was up all night and I read the whole thing and cried at the end because they could never ever be together. And I went to sleep and had the most beautiful dream about Daisy…
I went into the office on Monday just knowing that everyone was staring at me. They had to know that I loved that book. That I had that dream. Couldn't they tell? I felt like a different person - I must look different too, right?
But nobody said anything. Maybe they couldn't tell?
Still, every time anyone passed my desk, I tried to make sure they saw the sketches for the Mystery cover first. I really liked it, too - Miss Graves had a great story, and her heroine was almost as much fun to draw as the Duchess. I was really proud of the way the light looked in the darkness, and the rain on the street, and the expression on the woman's face.
I know that the awards dinner is coming up, and maybe next year it'll be my work up there in the Art division. Maybe? They say that it's a great way to make connections, going to the dinner, and I'm really grateful to Mr. Irons for inviting me - I'd never have been able to go otherwise!
And I can hope that next year I'll be there for my own work. The cover for Miss Graves's book is really good and…the one for "My Sister, My Love" is even better. I can tell it's good. I wanted to make it better than anything I'd ever done before. I wanted everyone to be able to see in their eyes how much they loved each other. I spent hours just on the eyes, trying to get it right. I think it worked.
I only finished yesterday, and today I'm going to go see Miss Thorn. I want to show her this one myself.
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Date: 2011-09-23 05:54 pm (UTC)"Hello, Genny," and it is always nice to see her; she's a very sweet girl, although I can't quite imagine explaining Walter to her the way I can to Kate, and then I push that thought firmly away. "How was your weekend?"
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Date: 2011-09-23 07:51 pm (UTC)I stroll out.
"Genny, Beryl," I say. It seemed silly to keep calling them miss after we've been out to dinner together. "Nice to see you. I was just working on your manuscript, Beryl. Genny's finished the art - it looks swell."
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Date: 2011-09-24 01:41 pm (UTC)"Hello, Genny."
"Oh!" I jump a little, and my hand jerks out to start shuffling papers. Where are the My Sister, My Love sketches? Are they covered up? Where are the - oh. They were on the bottom of the pile anyway. "Hi, Miss - Um. Beryl." I still can't get used to calling her by her first name, even if she did say that I could. "It's nice to see you." I really do like her.
"How was your weekend?"
"It was pretty good. We went to Coney Island again. I think it might be the only place in the city where it isn't hot!" Gee, I must sound dumb, talking about the weather and silly kid stuff like roller coasters! But I can't tell her what I was working on or thinking about...
And then Mr. Lackford's there, too! "Genny, Beryl. Nice to see you. I was just working on your manuscript, Beryl. Genny's finished the art - it looks swell."
"Hi, Mr. Lackford. Good to see you, too." I haven't been near his office in about a week 'cause I'm never sure what to do about Daisy. I want to see her! But I don't want to see her because what if she can tell what I'm thinking about her! What if he can tell what I'm thinking about Daisy? So first I went over by his office all the time and then I didn't go and then I did again and now I'm not going at all because I can't stop thinking about Daisy. I didn't even drop off Miss Graves's cover myself.
But I can't help smiling when Mr. Lackford says good things about it, because I know it really was good. "Thanks," I say, grinning up at them. "I liked doing that one. Have you seen it?" I ask Beryl.
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Date: 2011-09-25 02:12 am (UTC)I look up and smile as Val--although Genny's calling him Mr. Lackford--arrives. "Nice to see you. I was just working on your manuscript, Beryl." And he's saying that quite pleasantly, which is always a relief. I have heard editors say that with such an edge.
"Well," I say smiling, "I hope it hasn't been too much of a hardship, although I expect something will need rewriting."
"I liked doing that one. Have you seen it?"
"I haven't," I say, and I try and keep from looking too curious, but-- well, there's something that's at least a little undeniably compelling about hearing about your own cover. "Although if it's no trouble, and if you happen to have sketches..."
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Date: 2011-09-25 05:48 pm (UTC)"You can see the thing itself if you want to pop into my office," I say. "And Emery - he does the lettering for covers, I think you've met him - has sent up a mock up of how it will look, though of course we've still got to finalise the title." I smile at her. "Did you have any ideas on that front?" Not that the author always gets to decide, but it's always worth letting them try anyway.
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Date: 2011-09-23 03:49 am (UTC)That cold-faced bitch's face pops into my mind, and I pour myself another drink, swallowing it down more deliberately, focusing on the taste. Better than the sourness that keeps threatening to creep back up. Management's heard comments, have they? The censor board's just looking for an excuse, is it? That bar should never have been raided. They pay their bribes.
So not only did I need to face the indignity of a police station, and then that thuggish Slav coming to collect me discretely, now I'm being put on notice for the awards. "You shall act properly, Mr. Levinson," and I snarl silently, "and you will bring a female companion."
The third drink helps more than the first two. I bet Al hasn't had to face any of this, not with how he's been spending time with that gangly harridan. I pour a fourth and throw myself into my chair, the comfortable one rather than my desk chair, and stare at the wall. I'm going to have a good honest sulk, and then I'll figure this out.
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Date: 2011-09-23 04:36 am (UTC)Which is why I'm headed over to Art with some proofs that Mr. Levi might want to look at but certainly doesn't need to. I happen to know he keeps a bottle of gin handy, and I've relaxed my policy of not drinking at the office somewhat. Not going to think about those glasses of whiskey in Mr. Lackford's office and that terrible Friday last month.
Well. Mr. Levi might not be so...unsympathetic, and I'd rather drink with him, anyway. I knock on his door and then stick my head in. "I've got some things you might--" Oh, he's not at his desk, and he looks...unwell. I can't think of anything to say for a second. "Is something wrong, sir?" Well, of course it is, but it's a way to start.
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Date: 2011-09-23 10:40 am (UTC)His secretary buzzes me in, and I go in to see him looking - rather miserable. The office smells of gin, and James Anderson is here for some reason.
"Levi," I say. "hello. I was just wondering if you had the art for Lend Me Your Wife ready to look at."
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Date: 2011-09-23 03:29 pm (UTC)I look up, my mouth twisting wryly. I've heard he's a bit of a backscratcher, Anderson, though there might be nothing but office gossip to it. I'm hardly going to take him into my confidence, for all he's not bad looking. "What is it, Anderson?" I ask him. "I thought you'd have left by now, with it being Friday."
And then Al steps inside, hardly glancing at Anderson. "Levi, hello. I was just wondering if you had the art for Lend Me Your Wife ready to look at."
I push my hair back and give my head a shake. "One of my reprobates dropped it off, yes," I tell him as crisply as I can. I stand up and sort through the folders on my desk, pulling one out and handing it to him. Ironic sort of title - but then, he could hardly lend me his, now could he? "Looking forward to the awards tonight?" I ask him, stifling the quick flare of anger. No one ever questions Al.
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Date: 2011-09-23 05:36 pm (UTC)Mr. Sherman pays me absolutely no mind at all, which is all right with me, even though he's a fine looking man. He's all business, and I think Mr. Levi's trying to be, but something's still wrong, despite all the gin it smells like he's poured on it. Hope there's some left for me.
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Date: 2011-09-23 08:03 pm (UTC)I look at the art (http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_v-3gbtENGj8/SuyMmMqew6I/AAAAAAAAF9c/5kOHMLTGZCQ/s400/Lend+Me+Your+Wife-1.jpg) briefly.
"Sultry," I say, nodding approvingly, and then look back at him. "And no, not especially," I say dryly. I want to ask him what is the matter, but Anderson's here. "Hello, Anderson. Robots? I suppose that's a change of pace from this," I say, showing him the artwork.
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Date: 2011-09-24 12:53 am (UTC)Anyway, I head inta th'office wit' more chapters fer th'Victor'an novel'm workin' on. So far't's comin' long real good. Think't could be a real hit, an'I wanna see what Alex hasta say 'bout't.
Speakin'a Alex...well, ain't been a repeat performance. Wouldn't say no, but Alex's been a bit standoffish. Think'e's worried 'bout 'ppearances 'n all. An'at's fine. We's still good friends, an' we still go ferra drink ev'ry so often...'e's jes' been careful. Which's too bad, but I c'n understand't.
Heft m'folder under m'arm an' head inta th'office. Know Alex's in t'day.
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Date: 2011-09-24 09:54 pm (UTC)"Syl," I say warmly. "Do come in."
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Date: 2011-09-24 10:11 pm (UTC)"Got some new chapters fer you t'look at," I says, settin' th'folder onnis desk. "But first off, how ya bin? Seems like ev'rybody'ere's inna bit ovva stir."
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Date: 2011-09-24 10:51 pm (UTC)Raise m'eyebrows. "A date, Alex, now really?" I grin. "Will y'buy me a corsage 'n kiss m'hand?" I laugh. But't's weird, really. 'd say I wuzzis beard, if'n we hadn't already bloody fucked. "I don't gotta dress, though. Ain't never been one ferreze kind thin's. An'I guess th'tux won't do, will't?"
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Date: 2011-09-25 12:36 am (UTC)"We're about eighteen years too late for my senior prom," I say, amused, "or of course I'd get you a corsage."
"I don't gotta dress, though. Ain't never been one ferreze kind thin's. An'I guess th'tux won't do, will't?"
"Much as a tux suits you," I say, "definitely not. This is not a, hm, groundbreaking kind of evening at all. If you did want to come, I'd be happy to help you find a dress. My ex-wife always did say I had an eye for these things."
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